<p>Just want to add that many conservatories have continuing education programs that are very rigorous, where you could take some theory and history in order to prepare for application to conservatory for an MM. As someone said, this may not be absolutely necessary (there may be remedial courses, and also you could go for the diploma instead) but it might be useful, and would increase your own knowledge and enjoyment of music.</p>
<p>Have you been thinking about this direction for awhile, or is it somehow related to the recession? By that I mean, many students and even older adults may be returning to passions that they discarded for practical money reasons, during the financial boom of recent years. Now, many are returning to school and otherwise delaying “serious” jobs in finance, law etc. while the economy hovers at the bottom.</p>
<p>I think you can work and practice and prepare for auditions/applications, but clearly no matter what, you can continue with music in your life.</p>
<p>I would also think about all the many ways musicians pursue their vocation. Orchestral work is not the only way to go. </p>
<p>Do you have any interest in teaching or working with young people? That may sound random, but outreach and education can be a worthy way to make a living while playing seriously out of work.</p>
<p>Just some thoughts…</p>