<p>Just a general impression, worth precisely what it is costing you.</p>
<p>I sense you’ve “outgrown” your motivation and “heart” for USNA. Plan B or C might merit your serious consideration, as the valid questions you are sensing might well lead you to even further questions as dreamy ideology quickly morphs into harsh reality in Plebe summer and beyond. </p>
<p>Seems to me that unlike a great many, you are rightly not enamoured with the military rigor and pagentry and perceived glamour of USNA, but more so the end game, i.e. serving your country while increasingly dreaming of a more traditional collegiate experience. I’d be very fearful that your initial interest may continue evolving into a 2nd guessing and eventual bailing out while wondering “why in the world did I do this” sooner than later at USNA.</p>
<p>Still, there remains one academic question: What is your alternative? That always dictates the essence of an answer to your question. </p>
<p>Beyond that, while some may disagree, I’d hate to see you languish in the reality of guilt for failing to listen to your inner voice AND preventing another from pursuing the USNA spot you may have just been taste-testing.</p>
<p>Good luck. I believe you’ve made your determination. In any case and in the event you do go on to serve our nation, thanks in advance.</p>