<p>Sebas, lots of good advice here. As far as your family, consider reading the book Toxic Parents. It’ll be important that you can get some distance from them and some emotional healing so you don’t have it all come back to you when you’re on your own. </p>
<p>If you want a smaller college, would you be interested in New College or is it too small? </p>
<p>You may find this site useful.
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<p>[American</a> University: Undergraduate Profile ? BusinessWeek](<a href=“Bloomberg - Are you a robot?”>Bloomberg - Are you a robot?)</p>
<p>I still think you’ll be stretched to pay for room and board if you go to an instate school. You will have to get merit (is there anything local you can apply for), earn some money and/ or do what you can to decrease costs (perhaps look at what it would cost to live off-campus).</p>