@Coconutoil i would suggest that you put medical school on the back burner for now. Your goal now is to have a positive high school experience, and the best grades you can possibly get. You will never get these high school years back.
Do the very best you can…and make a choice that will enable you to do so. Getting the best grades you can will open up more opportunities when it comes time to start vetting colleges for applications.
So be the best you possible. Think about that first and foremost.
Applying to medical school is years away, and maybe you will do that and maybe you won’t. You seem to have some varied interests and that is fine. This is the time to explore your options.