Should I go to NYU?

You can’t borrow $35k/year and NYU isn’t worth that kind of debt. The NYS TAP program is for students who graduated from NYS high schools. Your family isn’t from NY and you aren’t attending one of our high schools, so I don’t see how you’d be eligible for a state grant. @sybbie719
will know for sure. It’s only $5k/year anyway, so it won’t help you.

If you aren’t certain you can raise $3,000 per year how are you planning to raise that much per month to repay ~$150k plus interest?