@CE527M @BrownParent No, I’m not a male and I definitely don’t mean to come off as immature. I’m just discouraged by the overly achieved users on CC. This website is where I’ve been doing most of my college research and is helping me plan for my senior year admissions. It’s just overwhelming being average in a group of really impressive applicants. I just feel like no matter how hard I try at this point, I can’t be impressive at all. I’ll always just be average and I know that it’s my fault for my lack of involvement, but I just don’t know how much anything I try to do now will make a difference.