Your “medical needs” being “clinical anxiety/MDD”.
Being in a new school, away from home, can be a stressor. These schools are high pressure.
You should be open to smaller schools that either offer services for your needs, or are in an area where services are locally available, should the need arise.
Reread and take to heart everything @one1ofeach has posted in this thread.
There are some things in this thread and your other posts that indicate you might have an attitude that needs softening, at least for the purpose of applications. It might be a west Long Island thing.