Then that’s not good for your outcome. Really. What top colleges are looking for is how do their applicants think. Do they think deeply and logically and with a purpose? In their class and EC choices. In their essay topic choices and presentation. In how they conduct themselves around classmates and instructors.
Certainly your CC post history is only a small sliver of who you are – but man, it is fraught with unattractive characteristics. Ask yourself: would an insecure and constantly self-doubting person (despite your clear academic achievements) be interesting to be around? Do you know what letting go and being chill even means?
These are serious questions. You’ll have an ulcer before December. Please please please stop and get off this train. Your life will NOT be defined by your test scores and the school that confers your eventual diploma.