I’m not sure you guys comparing misery notes are helping each other. How are you going to deal later in life if you hit bumps with jobs or grad school or relationships or parenting? Many things in life won’t be as exciting and wonderful every day as you hope they will be at the beginning. This is super good practice for making the most of whatever situation you are in, and trying to find something good in it even if it doesn’t meet your initial expectations. Wallowing isn’t helpful… So it isn’t what you thought it would be — then go figure out what is good and interesting about it.