<p>LTS, I’m so glad to hear that you are tolerating your latest radiation treatments better and better! Keep fighting this great fight and doing the work you love best. Thinking of you often! Having had a non-smoker parent die of this disease (30 years ago) I have a serious ongoing rooting interest. I want to see you kick this lousy disease to the curb and win this fight! :)</p>
<p>great to hear from you LTS and to realize you have already passed through three of the five treatments. I hope you find ways to eat lots of nourishing and appealing meals while your appetite revives. Treat yourself with the same quality of care you used to make sure your daughter had health and wealth in all things for her needs the years she was in your care. She turned out well with that wonderful oversight and nourishment of body and soul.</p>
<p>SouthJerseyChessMom, thanks for that, I went to go translate it too, and I got myself all tangled up in something…</p>
<p>Momof3sons, I am very sorry about your parent. I was on Randy Pausch’s website last night and noticed that he has received a letter from President Bush, thanking him for his courage, etc. Very nice, complimentary letter. I am sure Randy’s family would rather have a cure for pancreatic cancer, and therefore have Randy. With funding for NCI cut etc. we cannot make progress fast enough to fight this and other diseases. We have to do something about this - and I need to be doing more than sitting here typing about it ad nauseum. </p>
<p>Faline2, thank you. I miss my daughter but I am happy that she is correctly and appropriately building her life in Miami.</p>
<p>LTS:</p>
<p>I was thinking of you as I read this column:
Cancer as a Disease, Not a Death Sentence</p>
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<p><a href=“http://www.nytimes.com/2008/06/17/health/17brody.html?_r=1&ref=health&oref=slogin[/url]”>http://www.nytimes.com/2008/06/17/health/17brody.html?_r=1&ref=health&oref=slogin</a></p>
<p>and more</p>
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<p>[Lung</a> Cancer Alliance Praises State Senate Action in Georgia](<a href=“http://www.earthtimes.org/articles/show/lung-cancer-alliance-praises-state-senate-action-in-georgia,434898.shtml]Lung”>http://www.earthtimes.org/articles/show/lung-cancer-alliance-praises-state-senate-action-in-georgia,434898.shtml)</p>
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<p>[Walking</a> for a worthy cause - RecordOnline.com - The Times Herald Record](<a href=“http://www.recordonline.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080615/NEWS/806150344]Walking”>http://www.recordonline.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080615/NEWS/806150344)</p>
<p>Marite, he’s right of course. The challenge is how to get there. I do not believe that socialized medicine is the answer but the system we have now is pretty goofy. At least, though, with what we have now, it is possible to in an instant, make a decision to move across the country for medical care, fire and hire new doctors at will, etc. </p>
<p>We have to do something and I have been beating my head against the wall trying to figure out what, and there’s just no silver bullet…and even when I think of potentially workable solutions, the execution would just simply take years and years and years…</p>
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<p>padad and SouthJerseyChessMom, If I remember correctly, this featured prominently in The Handmaid’s Tale, by Margaret Atwood.</p>
<p>LTS, I am glad that you are tolerating the chemo well. I am looking forward to the day when you have regained your full strength.</p>
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<p>–Walter Bagehot</p>
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<p>(Yup, but with a slight variation… Nolite te bastardes carborundorum was the phrase used in the book.)</p>
<p>Since we’re quoting Latin, I’ll offer this one for LTS:</p>
<p>Ad astra per aspera.</p>
<p>To the stars through great difficulty. </p>
<p>You WILL beat this.</p>
<p>LTS – since you have written about the issues with insurance companies dropping their patients in the midst of chemotherapy… you might be interested in this campaign to raise awareness in the SF area – it’s a YouTube of a tv ad run by the Calif. Nurses Association to promote the web site at [Protecting</a> the Insured](<a href=“protectingtheinsured.org”>http://www.protectingtheinsured.org/) </p>
<p>[Courage</a> Campaign Actions](<a href=“Courage California”>Courage California)</p>
<p>(The 2nd link is trying to raise money to run the ad; the 1st link is trying to collect info about consumer/patient complaints against their insurers for purposes of law enforcement against the companies acting in bad faith).</p>
<p>What’s the story behind [Stand</a> Up To Cancer](<a href=“Stand Up To Cancer - Cancer Research Charity”>http://www.standup2cancer.org/) ? The commercial brings tears to my eyes.</p>
<p>The Stand Up to Cancer campaign is designed to raise awareness and funds for cancer research, if I’m not mistaken. One of the big thrusts is going to be the television program sponsored by all 3 networks to promote this effort. About a month or so ago, Katie Couric, Brian Williams, and Charlie Gibson all appeared together in a marathon on all the morning shows to begin promoting it.</p>
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<p>[Community</a> swim to benefit planned Hospice House](<a href=“http://www.macon.com/198/story/381562.html]Community”>http://www.macon.com/198/story/381562.html)</p>
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<p>–Louis Pasteur</p>
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<p>[Teen’s</a> book benefits the Cancer Society](<a href=“http://www.post-gazette.com/pg/08171/890954-59.stm]Teen’s”>http://www.post-gazette.com/pg/08171/890954-59.stm)</p>
<p>Epistrophy, I still cannot thank you enough for your continuing contributions to this thread, especially considering your very serious professional responsibilities. I read each and every post, and all of the articles, some of them several times. It gives me great, great hope to read about people beating their cancers, even if it is not specifically small cell. </p>
<p>Today is my fifth and final day of chest radiation; I am a very long way from being anything like “normal” again, but am happy to be able to say that I am a lot better than I was four days ago. </p>
<p>Today, I can actually walk from a taxi, into my office building, get up the elevator, and get into my suite without having to stop to gasp for breath. Monday through Wednesday of this week I have had to stop at the directory in the lobby, pretending to read the names as if I were looking for the office to visit, in order to as discretely as possible catch my breath and not be gasping for breath while waiting at the elevators in front of other tenants also arriving for work. </p>
<p>Also, for all of this week I have been only able to manage chicken noodle soup, boost, etc.; finally, this morning I had my favorite breakfast of eggs, bacon, toast, potatos, etc.; it’s probably steroid-driven hunger but I’ll take it - I am thankful to not have lost any weight…</p>
<p>I think at this point, the biggest challenge for me (though it will likely change) is the disparity between my brain and my physical condition. </p>
<p>There are a few people in the CC community who know my real name; if they have googled me they would know that as recently as last year, I was a very competitive athlete in a very challenging sport - good enough to enter regional and state competitions, and even one national. Comparatively, as of right now, I cannot climb a flight of stairs without gasping for breath. My body knows this - or rather is simply forced to accept it - but my brain absolutely riots against it, and will not conform to the new limitations, which I of course pray are temporary. </p>
<p>For example, in the morning, my brain is watching the news, attending meetings, answering email, running errands, etc. My body is gingerly creeping into the shower…the two are disconnected… </p>
<p>So I am having some struggle, as I continually weigh pushing my body to its maximum level of performance, vs. treading very lightly in order to let the parts of it that can begin to heal, to do so. </p>
<p>Uncharted territory, here. But I’m going to win. It’s very, very difficult right now, but, I’m going to win.</p>
<p>God bless you, and all the best for a full and complete recovery.</p>
<p>LTS- such an uplifting report</p>
<p>Sending you cyber hugs and cyber cheers</p>