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<p>Alumother, my scan is fine. My doctors simply freaked because they forgot I had metastacized disease in the first place. It was almost comical this morning - they walked into the room with grave faces, and asked if my daughter was available? I asked, why, did you have something terrible to say to me? The lead radiation oncologist swallowed hard, and said, well, you’ve read the report; you’re aware of the 1.0 cm issue/liver. I said yes, and, is that a problem? You will recall liver mets, multiple mets, at diagnosis? Then there was a great deal of scrambling of paperwork. </p>

<p>Bottom line, they forgot about the liver mets in the original diagnosis, and thought this was new disease, when in fact it’s residual treated disease, and greatly reduced from what was present before. Which made them all sigh with relief. But they’re also very upset that they don’t have me in remission yet - they are almost taking it personally. It’s very clear that they are upset that they cannot disappear this cancer, like, immediately. </p>

<p>This scan represents an improvement over the last one, and over the one before that. They also told me I get too many scans. That I’ve been scanned more than anyone…and all the scans now have them very confused, lol. So no more scans for me until late January, doctor’s orders.</p>

<p>Re: doctors’ expecations, you posted:</p>

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<p>I think most agree and then go home to figure out what they just agreed to.</p>

<p>With Baby Boomers aging, they will be approached differently than by The Greatest Generation. We don’t accept that there’s a core of knowledge and we question authority constantly.</p>

<p>A friend of mine married a Sociology prof whose thesis (back in the day) was
“How Do Doctors Handle Medical Error?” (short answer: poorly). He followed them around a lot to research it.</p>

<p>Maybe there’s a PhD dissertation to be written on “How Do Doctors Handle Medical Challenge?” </p>

<p>Anyway, I’m glad that convo ended with hugs. They also are billable by the minute, even though they are also sincere healers. Some of the doctors have office managers tugging at them not to spend toooo long with any one patient. Of course you’re not just being cranky. </p>

<p>I’m very sorry about the news re the young policeman, that is a loss. You need reasons to hope. An important sentence there was when you said of your docs, “They really are trying very hard to save my life.”</p>

<p>The poet, journalist, and Buddhist scholar Rick Fields, who had his own long battle with lung cancer, once said something that I’m reminded of by your fierce determination, LTS:</p>

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<p>Payingthreetuitions, re doctors and medical challenge, I just simply cannot imagine. I am sure that the doctors treating Randy Pausch must just simply be beside themselves with frustration. This father of three small children, I am sure they would do anything to save him, and they must just simply be overwhelmed with frustration that they have nothing to offer and that there are no new tools. </p>

<p>Same with the doctors of the young policeman, just 31, with a newborn baby, and just days before Christmas. How unbelievably unfair and cruel and wrong. How so very hard that must be for the doctors - it just has to be almost harder for the doctors on the case than to be the dying patient. </p>

<p>I could see this in my doctors faces today - sheer anger a couple of times that they do not have the means to get me into remission before this day ends. And I am still in first line treatment with all positive indicators, I still have a (small but credible) shot at remission and long term survival, and my doctors are very, very angry at the cancer. Oh - they’re plenty annoyed with me for being such an irritating patient, but, they’re oh so very angry at the cancer.</p>

<p>LTS, I’m glad to hear that your treatment is going well! I applaud you for being proactive and researching the issue as much as you can. Please continue to be the “annoying, irritating patient”! See, it was you who reminded your doctors about your previous scans!</p>

<p>Best wishes to you.</p>

<p>lts: Re irritating doctors, paraphrasing Emerson, if we’re not annoying people we’re going something wrong.</p>

<p>Re anti-depressants: Your own personal body chemistry probably makes them extraneous for you. You produce your own “anti-depressants.”</p>

<p>So sorry to hear about that young man. How tragic to leave behind a child whom he won’t know and won’t know him.</p>

<p>But everyone’s destiny is so individual. So glad to hearing you are doing well on the medical front.</p>

<p>The doctors sound like the Keystone Kops. Forgot about your liver metastasis? Wow. You should just trust them 100%. Still, I know they are fighting really hard for you, and for that, I embrace them.</p>

<p>I think being annoying and irritating, i.e., assertive, probably makes it less likely you’ll need anti-depressants. You’re paying them the big bucks–be as annoying as you need to be.</p>

<p>I can say, with 100% certainty from firsthand experience with my wife, that the American standard of care for dealing with breast cancer results in a 10% higher reoccurrance rate, and an 11% higher mortality rate, than the standard of care used in Europe for almost 30 years. Doctors use it because they know that insurance companies will cover it (the first question out of our doc’s mouth - a personal friend and also the supervisor of my wife’s practice - when we asked about the other treatment was, “What insurance do you have?”)</p>

<p>I think you should question them, and do your own research absolutely every step of the way. Doctors do have your best interests at heart, but often within preset parameters. </p>

<p>With my heart attack only two weeks ago, I found myself being prescribed a course of treatment by a cardiologist that made absolutely no sense given my particular medical condition. As a result, I fainted twice, once finding myself lying on the floor in front of the washing machine. My head must have missed the sink by centimeters. Needless, I fired him - even though he had saved my life, he then came close to killing me - within an hour.</p>

<p>Give yourself permission to be as persnickity as you like - it might actually save your life.</p>

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<p>It is a different story for cancer patients, but if you are otherwise healthy, be very cautious with CT scans.
This is something I listend to on NPR, I believe. Single CT scan uses 200 x radiation that your typical, one view chest x-ray (which uses a lot).This is comparable to being (and this is the part I don’t remember exactly) 2 or 8 miles away from the epicenter of a nuclear explosion in Hiroshima. Those people have 2% more cancer related illnesses that people who were further away.
This aside, CT scans are very, very overused in US. Doctors in Canada, Europe, New Zeland are much more frugal with them.
I am not a freak, I am an RN and I see what is being done in my hospital every single day.
[Study:</a> Unnecessary CT scans exposing patients to excessive radiation - USATODAY.com](<a href=“http://www.usatoday.com/news/health/2007-11-28-dangerous-scans_N.htm]Study:”>http://www.usatoday.com/news/health/2007-11-28-dangerous-scans_N.htm)</p>

<p>^^Agreed, Mini. The psychiatrist called me just now, she wanted to know how my appointment went and just in general check up on me. I told her, and I explained to her that I was told I am an annoying patient. She told me that’s a very high compliment, and that’s a very strong sign I’m going to survive this. She said annoying, irritating patients live; passive patients often don’t make it. Then she went on to say something about Bernie Siegal (???) and did I read his books and if not I should. </p>

<p>I also agree re Europe - everything I am seeing coming out of Europe on this, and even Asia, seems to be a few steps ahead of what is available in the U.S.</p>

<p>An on-line community of cancer survivors (and loved ones) who blog:</p>

<p>[Cancer</a> Blogs – Blogs for Cancer Survivors](<a href=“http://www.blogforacure.com/index.php]Cancer”>http://www.blogforacure.com/index.php)</p>

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LTS, I remember a psychology class from many years ago that dealt with medical issues. One thing that stuck in my head is that compliant patients can have worse outcomes. So keep up asking hard questions. I’m certainly not suggesting that you ignore medical advice, but that you continue to quiz them about why they are suggesting any particular course of action. It keeps them on their toes – for example, they should not have been surprised about the liver involvement. I’ll just bet that next time, they’ll double check before giving you any info of that type. Also, I’m a big believer in patients having an advocate, someone who can take a strong position. In your situation, you have to be your own advocate, but I don’t think it’s a task you’d like to delegate!</p>

<p>I would much rather be an "irritating " and involved patient than win some acclaim from my docs for being compliant! Good for you, LTS!</p>

<p>That being said, I am constantly amazed (and I am repeating myself here) at your ability to take on the perspective of others and empathize with them! Now you are doing it with your docs as you feel so strongly their ANGER at this cancer on your behalf. I see you all as a strongly focused team now, particularly after yesterday’s session, and I think you can beat anything thrown at you.</p>

<p>You GO!!!</p>

<p>I think part of what’s fueling the over-use of these diagnostic tests is the fear of being sued for malpractice if something is over-looked.</p>

<p>That, and the pharmaceutical companies pushing expensive “lifestyle” drugs and our government refusing to stand up to them re: pricing, is what is fueling a lot of our sky-rocketing health care costs. And of course the administrative costs involved in denying people health care rather than delivering it–it really is infuriating and it is so driven by the money that goes to politicians from the pharma and insurance industries.</p>

<p>[Books</a> by Bernie Siegel, MD](<a href=“http://www.berniesiegelmd.com/bookshelf.htm]Books”>http://www.berniesiegelmd.com/bookshelf.htm)</p>

<p>This is Bernie Seigel. Surprised you had not stumbled upon him before this.
Wonderful books: Help Me to Heal, Love Medicine and Miracles.</p>

<p>[ECaP</a> - Exceptional Cancer Patients](<a href=“http://www.ecap-online.org/]ECaP”>http://www.ecap-online.org/)</p>

<p>Exceptional Cancer Patients-an affiliated site.</p>

<p>LTS, this appeared in WSJ today i believe. Best wishes</p>

<p>Cancer cocktails-From WSJ
Lab Rat?
Sam Hutchison has cancer. His father
is seeking a cure beyond the edge of medicine.
By GEETA ANAND
December 15, 2007; Page A1 </p>

<p>San Diego </p>

<p>Each day, Sam Hutchison swallows 44 pills, most of which weren’t prescribed by his physician. They were chosen by Sam’s father, who devised the treatment cocktail – and tests many of the medicines on himself – in a desperate effort to save his seven-year-old son.
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Sam Hutchison </p>

<p>Neil Hutchison, 45, isn’t a doctor. A defense-contractor recruiter, he’s part of a growing underground pushing the edge of medicine to find combinations of anticancer agents to save themselves or loved ones. Many of the medicines Sam takes haven’t been tested in clinical trials for his disease. Some are meant for other illnesses; others are still in animal testing for safety and efficacy. But the fact is that Sam, who suffers a rare and often-deadly cancer of the nerves, is otherwise almost certain to die. Hence Mr. Hutchinson’s decision, as he puts it, to play “lab rat” with his son. </p>

<p>“When your kids have run out of options, you have to think outside the box,” Mr. Hutchison says. “It’s terrifying, but it’s our only hope.” </p>

<p>Mr. Hutchison’s methods are highly unorthodox. Doctors warn that untested combinations of drugs could cause terrible adverse reactions. Science takes time, and some doctors say that trying to shortcut the process is reckless. </p>

<p>But Mr. Hutchison is pursuing what many researchers believe is the most promising approach for curing or curbing cancer, which killed about 565,000 people in the U.S. last year. Because cancer seems to eventually overcome most individual therapies, researchers for a decade have advocated using combinations of new, targeted therapies on the theory that the best hope lies in cutting off all known avenues for the cancer to grow.
[pill] CANCER COCKTAILS </p>

<p>See the combinations of medicines taken by Sam Hutchison, Ben Williams and Donlevy Fitzpatrick to fight terminal cancers.
KEY FIGURES </p>

<p>See some of the people1 involved in the story of Sam Hutchison and his family. </p>

<p>Trials of such methods have been slow to gain traction. “Everyone knows the future of cancer treatment lies in cancer cocktails,” says David Kessler, dean of the school of medicine at the University of California, San Francisco. Dr. Kessler says the Food and Drug Administration needs to undertake an effort similar to one it did when he was commissioner in the 1990s, when it amended the drug-approval process to speed approval of AIDS-drug combinations. “What’s missing today is leadership.” </p>

<p>Richard Pazdur, director of the Office of Oncology Drug Products at the FDA, says he strongly believes in the cancer-cocktail approach, but says it’s up to the “medical oncology field” to organize and implement such trials. He says drug companies struggle over how to collaborate on trials of therapies owned by several different firms. Others note the convention for testing drugs has been to prove efficacy individually in clinical trials – and only later to evaluate combinations of drugs.
[Neil and Margot Hutchison at the beach with Sam (right) and their two younger boys, Andrew (next from right), and Charlie.]
Neil and Margot Hutchison at the beach with Sam (right) and their two younger boys, Andrew (next from right), and Charlie. </p>

<p>A growing number of people won’t wait any longer. Thanks to the Internet, the sick and their families can read about scientific discoveries as they are published, track down scientists and doctors and share information and personal experiences. The handful of doctors and cancer survivors willing openly to advocate the do-it-yourself cocktail approach say they’re now approached by a half-dozen to a dozen interested patients every week. </p>

<p>In charting their own course, patients and families often run afoul of their own doctors. Some physicians chafe at having patients grab control of treatment. Some worry that medicines not yet fully tested may harm patients and prompt malpractice lawsuits. “The patient could suffer terribly and die as a consequence. Who is ultimately responsible for that?,” asks Marc Chamberlain, director of the neuro-oncology program at the Seattle Cancer Care Alliance, which includes the Fred Hutchinson Cancer Research Center. </p>

<p>The practice is particularly worrisome to those running clinical trials. While only a small minority of cancer patients are cobbling together their own cocktails, they’re often the same people – the desperate and the risk-takers – who would otherwise volunteer for new drug trials. “The end result could be that we struggle to do clinical trials for new and improved therapies, and all of us would be alarmed by such an outcome,” Dr. Chamberlain adds. </p>

<p>Nobody knows exactly what combination is most effective, how much of each drug to consume or how long the drugs should be taken. There are no statistics indicating how many patients have attempted to create their own cocktails or how successful their efforts have been. </p>

<p>Nick Pavlakis, a 40-year-old Australian oncologist who has helped patients put together combination therapies, says the cocktails don’t work for everyone. Many patients give up because the side effects of the numerous drugs can be intolerable. For some, he says the cocktail seemed to hold the disease at bay only for a time. </p>

<p>But for some patients, the cancer cocktail appears to be the only medical explanation for remarkable recoveries. </p>

<p>The pioneer of self-directed cancer cocktails is Ben Williams, a behavioral psychology professor at the University of California, San Diego. In 1995, Mr. Williams was diagnosed with a glioblastoma, the most-deadly type of brain tumor, and was told he would likely die within 18 months. </p>

<p>As he received the standard radiation treatment, Mr. Williams combed scientific literature and became attracted to the idea of combining therapies. His neuro-oncologist, Dr. Chamberlain, then at the University of California, San Diego School of Medicine, initially refused to treat him with tamoxifen, a breast-cancer drug Mr. Williams had read could be helpful. But Mr. Williams eventually persuaded Dr. Chamberlain to add tamoxifen to a routinely prescribed chemotherapy drug. </p>

<p>Then, without telling Dr. Chamberlain, Mr. Williams added verapamil, a blood-pressure medicine that he had read made chemotherapy more effective, by asking another doctor to prescribe it. He bought Accutane, an acne treatment believed to kill cancer at high doses, in Mexico, where prescriptions weren’t needed at the time. </p>

<p>Less than a year later, the tumor was gone. While he remains critical of the approach, Dr. Chamberlain says the treatment cocktail “probably contributed” to saving Mr. Williams’s life. </p>

<p>Others followed Mr. Williams’s route, with varying degrees of success. In 2002, a 55-year-old Australian real-estate developer named Donlevy Fitzpatrick was diagnosed with two brain tumors and given nine months to live. He and his wife learned of drug cocktails on the Internet, but couldn’t persuade his neuro-oncologist to prescribe one. After Mr. Fitzpatrick lost his speech, his wife, Uschi, reached out in desperation to several experts including Mr. Williams, who helped her find an oncologist in Sydney – Dr. Pavlakis – willing to try the cocktail approach. </p>

<p>Treated with a cocktail including tamoxifen and Accutane, Mr. Fitzpatrick’s tumor shrank until it was not detectable on brain scans. He regained his speech and his strength. “If Uschi had listened to what most oncologists recommend for brain tumors, Don would be dead,” says Henry Friedman, a brain tumor specialist at Duke University Medical Center who also helped Mrs. Fitzpatrick. </p>

<p>At first, Neil and Margot Hutchison were content to follow the established medical regimen for their son. The couple, Sam and two younger boys share a 900-square-foot condominium in a beach community in San Diego. Mrs. Hutchison, easygoing and even-tempered, works as a literary agent. Her husband, a chemical-engineering major in college, is so intense he makes right turns at traffic lights – even when his destination is straight ahead – because he can’t bear to stop moving. </p>

<p>In 2005, the red-headed, freckle-faced Sam took six rounds of high-dose chemotherapy, underwent surgery, a stem cell transplant and six months of treatment with Accutane. His immune system shot, his appetite gone – along with his hair, eyebrows and hearing – Sam spent 100 nights in the hospital that year. </p>

<p>The Hutchisons clung to hope: The cancers of about 80% of children go into remission. In August 2005, doctors declared Sam in remission.
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<p>But in July of 2006, a bone scan showed the cancer was back, in a small spot above his left knee. Neuro-oncologists delivered the grim prognosis: Children with recurrent neuroblastoma rarely live for long – and there are virtually no survivors. </p>

<p>The Hutchisons were devastated. With nothing to lose, they signed up for a clinical trial of a drug called fenretinide, hoping to buy Sam some time. A little over a month later, a scan revealed two more cancerous lesions on Sam’s right hip. Sam was dropped from the trial. </p>

<p>That night, Mr. Hutchison says he couldn’t sleep. In the wee hours, he retreated to a storage loft that he had converted into a “war room” jammed with a desktop, three stacks of neuroblastoma books, boxes of vitamins and supplements and plastic tubs overflowing with printouts of his research. </p>

<p>Emptying the files on his desk, Mr. Hutchison began reading again. He found a paper another father had sent him. Physicians at Brown University had reported that a child with neuroblastoma who had contracted a tropical illness called Chagas disease went into remission after being treated with an antibiotic called nifurtimox. In a later lab test, nifurtimox appeared to kill neuroblastoma cells. Bayer AG, the German drug company, marketed the drug in other countries, but it wasn’t licensed for sale in the U.S. </p>

<p>Mr. Hutchison phoned one of the paper’s authors. The researcher, Giselle Sholler, had just begun experiments with mice and was several years away from human trials. But she agreed to treat Sam on compassionate use, a special provision for experimental treatments when all else has failed. </p>

<p>Back at Rady Children’s Hospital in San Diego, the Hutchisons told Sam’s oncologist Jennifer Willert of their plan. Although Dr. Sholler would be directing treatment from Vermont, the couple hoped the hospital would monitor Sam’s progress. Initially they met with resistance. Dr. Willert says many of her colleagues strongly opposed treating Sam with the drug, arguing he should join another clinical trial instead. </p>

<p>But the Hutchisons were adamant. Dr. Willert agreed to supervise Sam’s care, reasoning the antibiotic was unlikely to harm him. </p>

<p>In September 2006, Sam began nifurtimox in combination with two strong chemotherapy drugs, the same combination treatment the patient with Chagas disease had received when she went into remission at Brown. </p>

<p>By November, the cancerous spots on Sam’s leg and hip were fainter. The Hutchisons posted Sam’s progress online, and soon several other parents were clamoring to use the nifurtimox-chemotherapy combination. Dr. Sholler began a small clinical trial, with the support of a small foundation Mr. Hutchison helped start with another parent. </p>

<p>The Hutchisons were elated with Sam’s progress, but feared the cancer could eventually overcome the nifurtimox. They wanted a backup. </p>

<p>Late one night in his war room, Mr. Hutchison stumbled upon Mr. Williams’s story online and phoned him. Mr. Williams told Mr. Hutchison he had no “time to get perfect information.” Mr. Williams explained his theory of attacking cancer with multiple medicines, saying: “You’re going to have to hit it every day with lots of therapies that are relatively low toxicity.” </p>

<p>In his loft, Mr. Hutchison re-read several papers highlighting the potential of using high doses of omega-3, a fatty acid found in fish oil, to stop tumor growth. In a magazine, he saw that Mark Puder, assistant professor of surgery at Harvard Medical School, was working with omega-3. He phoned Dr. Puder, who said he had tested the fatty acids in mice with neuroblastoma. The drug didn’t extend the mice’s lives, but “they looked much better than the other mice,” Dr. Puder said. </p>

<p>“If it were your son, would you give him omega-3?” Mr. Hutchison asked. Dr. Puder immediately said yes. </p>

<p>Mr. Hutchison probed for the right dose for his 40-pound son. Dr. Puder said he had no idea, but guessed four to six grams. </p>

<p>These days, Dr. Puder says he devotes two hours each day answering phone calls from patients, many of whom are interested in substances that are still in laboratory testing. Clinical trials are vital to advancing science, he says, but they’re slow. “If you have a year to live and there’s something in testing that may actually work, why not try it?” he says. </p>

<p>Soon, Mr. Hutchison was gulping down large doses of omega-3. “If I’m going to ask Sam to do this, I have to be willing to do it,” he told his wife. Mr. Hutchison swallowed eight large yellow capsules each day. </p>

<p>After taking the omega-3 for two weeks, Mr. Hutchison handed Sam three capsules one morning. Reflecting the intense stress of guesstimating a treatment regimen for one’s child, Mr. Hutchison spent that night racing back and forth to his son’s room to check on him. He told his wife: “I don’t want to be the fool who adds something to the treatment plan that ruins everything.” </p>

<p>Creating Sam’s treatment regimen consumes much of his father’s waking life. Mr. Hutchison sends emails either late at night or early in the morning, arriving at work at 7 a.m. Anxious about his son’s illness, Mr. Hutchison phones and emails Sam’s doctors so frequently they often joke about it. “I don’t think he ever sleeps,” Dr. Sholler says. </p>

<p>But the omega-3 seemed to pay off. Within weeks, the Hutchisons say Sam’s hair and eyebrows began to grow back and they noticed he had more energy. </p>

<p>Meanwhile, Mr. Hutchison, in frequent touch with other parents online, learned of an extract of a Chinese herb used world-wide to fight malaria that also appears to fight cancer. He discovered that the herb, artemesinin, had been used safely for years. He ordered the medicine on the Internet and began taking five of the pills daily. In January, he added three of the pills to Sam’s regimen, upping Sam’s daily intake to 20 pills. </p>

<p>Even as Sam’s scans were coming back showing the cancerous spots so faint they were barely detectable, Mr. Hutchison continued his hunt, extending his reach to increasingly experimental treatments. James Belanger, a naturopath in Lexington, Mass., and a specialist in finding alternative cancer treatments, cited data from a small clinical trial. He suggested treating Sam with a chemical compound that reduces copper, which tumor cells seem to need to grow. Mr. Hutchison added tetrathiomolybdate, the copper-reducing compound, to Sam’s daily treatment. </p>

<p>In October, after the Hutchisons had been shopping for Halloween costumes – Sam chose the “Incredible Hulk” – they learned a radiologist’s report of his latest scan suggested the cancer might have returned in his right leg. The Hutchisons drove home in silence. </p>

<p>Mr. Hutchison berated himself for not adding more cancer-fighting pills to Sam’s daily regimen. He had been digging into research suggesting a mixture of vitamin C and vitamin K3, known as vitamin C:K3, killed cancer cells in a similar way as nifurtimox. He even had ordered boxes of the vitamin mixture and taken it himself, but he had held off giving it to Sam, afraid of adding something new to a drug cocktail that appeared to be effective. </p>

<p>Now, terrified that Sam’s cancer was back, Mr. Hutchison added one vitamin C:K3 capsule a day to Sam’s treatment regimen. </p>

<p>On a recent afternoon, as Sam sat in front of the television in his living room playing a football game on the computer, Mr. Hutchison interrupted with a box of pills. Pausing the game, Sam downed the pills without hesitation in two gulps of water and resumed play. Soon Sam was exultant. </p>

<p>“I won, I won,” he shouted, flashing a big smile and running up the stairs, arms raised. </p>

<p>“That’s great,” Mr. Hutchison replied, beaming down from his loft. </p>

<p>Then, turning to a visitor, Mr. Hutchison added, softly: “I wish it were that easy in cancer.” </p>

<p>Days later, they got good news. The radiologist, re-reading the scan with the Hutchisons, concluded Sam’s cancer hadn’t returned. </p>

<p>An elated Mr. Hutchison then began questioning his decision to add vitamin C:K3. “I don’t want to over-think this thing,” he said. But if Sam’s cancer wasn’t back, he didn’t want to risk the vitamin mixture. He decided to stop it until he gets the results of a mouse experiment gauging the effects of vitamin C:K3 with nifurtimox, a test funded by a small foundation Mr. Hutchison and three other parents have launched. </p>

<p>“Playing lab rat with your kid isn’t easy,” Mr. Hutchison said, tears welling up in his eyes. “This brings me to my knees.”</p>

<p>From one cancer survivor’s blog:</p>

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<p>[Appendix</a> Cancer Survivor’s Blog](<a href=“http://appendix-cancer.blogspot.com/]Appendix”>http://appendix-cancer.blogspot.com/)</p>

<p>And from another blog:</p>

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<p>[Survivors</a>’ Debate: Ovarian Cancer](<a href=“http://ovariancancerdebate.blogspot.com/]Survivors”>http://ovariancancerdebate.blogspot.com/)</p>

<p>Epistrophy, Padad and Sunnyflorida, thank you very much for the information and for the links. </p>

<p>The WSJ article is especially interesting. I have thought all along that the standard of care for this is palliative at best, although a few do beat the odds. I have been convinced that there have to be other ways to combat the disease, however, it takes a LOT of research and fact-checking to even begin to pull together a game plan. </p>

<p>Epistrophy, reading those blogs helps me a lot. My daughter and I were talking about this yesterday; based on what we were told (by the internist) when I was in the hospital, I wasn’t supposed to be alive for this Christmas. We were sort of running through a lot of the emotions we have both been through since then; a lot of what is written in those blogs mirrors precisely what I have been through. It helps a lot to read about the experience of others who have been through the same or similar process, and to know that this can be managed.</p>

<p>Two magazines:</p>

<p>[CURE:</a> Cancer Updates, Research & Education](<a href=“http://www.curetoday.com/]CURE:”>http://www.curetoday.com/)</p>

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<p>(All of their back issues, and much or all of their current issue, are available on-line.) </p>

<p>[Heal:</a> Living Well After Cancer](<a href=“http://www.healtoday.com/]Heal:”>http://www.healtoday.com/)</p>

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<p>(Their current and back issues are currently available on-line.)</p>

<p>And a book:</p>

<p>[Amazon.com:</a> The Anatomy of Hope: How People Prevail in the Face of Illness: Books: Jerome Groopman](<a href=“http://www.amazon.com/Anatomy-Hope-People-Prevail-Illness/dp/0375506381]Amazon.com:”>http://www.amazon.com/Anatomy-Hope-People-Prevail-Illness/dp/0375506381)</p>

<p>(Dr. Groopman writes frequently for the New Yorker and is a Harvard Medical School professor.)</p>

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<p>[The</a> Assertive Cancer Patient](<a href=“http://www.assertivepatient.com/]The”>http://www.assertivepatient.com/)</p>