<p>Me too. </p>
<p>I am wondering if any of you are feeling the way I am feeling the last couple of days. </p>
<p>The enormity of what happened five years ago is just being realized in the widows and widowers, the children left without parents, the people who helped who fell sick, the gaping hole in NYC not yet to be filled. </p>
<p>I can hardly watch any of the footage on TV for more than a few seconds and I get totally teary eyed. </p>
<p>I was in the gym today and there were 9/11 widows on the view, I looked up and saw them, and I just had to put my nose back in my journal and keep pedaling. The enormity of what they deal with is non comprehensible to me. </p>
<p>I am glad our kids and others are taking time to remember and honor all involved.</p>