<p>:) I wanna wake up where you are.</p>
<p>I won’t say anything at all…</p>
<p>Anyways, today I found out that a girl I graduated 8th grade with is pregnant. Hehe.</p>
<p>since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;</p>
<p>wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world</p>
<p>my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don’t cry
- the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids’ flutter which says</p>
<p>we are for each other; then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life’s not a paragraph</p>
<p>And death i think is no parenthesis</p>
<p>e e cummings</p>
<p>I love silly old lady home makeover shows. I am addicted to HGTV and TLC.</p>
<p>Yeah, TLC is really addictive. I haven’t watched it in a while, though–too busy with work and whatever else.</p>
<p>you wanna know whats sad? my mom actually WATCHES QVC… like… FOR ENTERTAINMENT!!! AHHHHH, and to think i thought she was a COOL mom! lol</p>
<p>i have the window opened up a little bit cuz i want fresh air in but it’s also letting the cold air in. i keep opening and closing it. it will never end :/</p>
<p>I really dislike Tom Cruise, but I have to admit: He was pretty damn hot in “Top Gun,” which came out 20 years ago.</p>
<p>heath ledger is beautiful. i like beautiful men.</p>
<p>i prepped for the biology sat 2 today. i am dredding it.</p>
<p>I think my school should fire my math teacher. He’s terrible, and has lost the respect of the majority of precal honors students he teaches. Nobody respects him, nobody LIKES him, he’s probably the most unpopular teacher on the faculty, and he lives alone, so he takes out his depression/aggression on us. For the past two terms, my grades dropped significantly (10 points-> from B to C) in the last week of each term despite my best efforts, and that makes me feel that he’s setting me (particularly) up for failure. I wish I could smite him.</p>
<p>Every time he puts a hard problem on a test/board/pop quiz (way for him to lower our grades 
)/whatever, he says “These are the kind of problems you’ll see on the AP.” OK…um, last time I looked, the class was called Precalculus Honors, NOT AP Precalculus. He is NOT paid to teach an AP class; he’s paid to teach an honors class. HUGE DIFFERENCE. Besides that, he hasn’t taught an AP class in like 20 years!!! He’s not capable of judging what kind of problems are on the AP. He’s been in the teaching “profession” (I put this in quotes because my math teacher’s probably the most unprofessional person around-he holds PERSONAL grudges, PUBLICLY embarasses students, and GASP!!! quite frequently-I shouldn’t say this, it may lead to the perpetration of bad things.) too long. It’s time for him to go to Arizona with all the other 70-year-old people and retire.</p>
<p>OK. End Rant. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have to study for that insanely hard/sadistic math final.</p>
<p>I love the craziness of being a teenager. It’s so fun sometimes.</p>
<p>I hate it when you’re getting ready in the morning, and your still half asleep, and of course you didn’t put your jeans from the previou day away, or removed the belt, and you step on what looks like a nice safe pair of jeans and end up stepping on the little hook part of your belt buckle medalian thingy and it breaks skin and it really wakes you up way too fast and so you have a headache and then a stats test to run to that is rediculously easy but rediculously long and detailed, and then you go to the library to work on an english paper that is due at 2:30 today, but are a natural procrastinator and go to CC instead, and then have to go to lunch to then go back to the library to finish (um, start) the two page nusince before the class where you have to hand it in, which you will have to run to down a hill covered in squirrels because there will be a line at the printer to print the thing out and your password will not work to get into the system to get your paper out of your email.</p>
<p>end vent</p>
<p>I love the days when I get out of school at 1:40. It’s a glorious feeling.</p>
<p>Pink tone make-up + yellow tone skin= ORANGE!!! :(</p>
<p>I’m not sure I’ve ever felt so constrained in my life.</p>
<p>I went to the gym and exercised for the first time in a month and a half, and when I weighed myself afterwards (I only ever weigh myself at the gym) I realized I’d lost 4 lbs since last time. That was a nice surprise.</p>
<p>Nevermind, I hate Tom Cruise.
“You don’t know about it! And I do!”
S T F U, smartass.</p>
<p>woohoo, senior skip day tomorrow! In other news, “House” is a wonderful show.</p>
<p>There’s this 7th grade girl who’s on her 3rd boyfriend this week. Gosh, such desperate children these days. It was funny to watch though.</p>
<p>House and Monk are my favourite shows. Then, there’s L&O SVU and the daily show.</p>