Thanks @GloriaVaughn and @3js3ks for the replies.
I have done well on my ap tests every year-- except for Chemistry. So, I learn the material well.
But, whether for good or bad, my conscience seems under pressure because I don’t want to get into good colleges based on my ability to find things online-- I want my success in life to be a result of merit and integrity.
I am torn between being mad at my teachers for giving me the opportunity and at myself for actually going through with it.
I just my worries to be gone.