<p>Is it possible for your to go to some student composers concerts at any of the schools that you are interested in? That might be clarifying for you.</p>
<p>Your previous post says that you are writing a full orchestral piece with choir. That is very ambitious for someone who is not working privately! </p>
<p>It is unclear what your goals are from your posts. You mention singing versus composition lessons and are not clear on which is a priority. The schools you mention vary widely, as does the major you indicate for each (composition versus recording arts versus film scoring).</p>
<p>On the other hand, it is also possible that you are sort of an undeveloped talent in composing. Do you have a drive to do this, or is it just an idea for a major or for a career?</p>
<p>If you feel strongly drawn to composing, and really want to do the kind of composing of “art music” that others have referred to, I strongly (again) suggest somehow getting a teacher this summer, writing that string quartet, having a quartet read it, working on is some more, then recording a performance. The whole process will be a revelation and your skills may really take a leap.</p>
<p>Money may be an issue, too. Perhaps that high school teacher could help you out and do some lessons, find musicians, generally take you under his or her wing. Even that would be great thing to do.</p>
<p>Walden has financial aid but it is late in the season for that. Check out the New York Music Festival site. They have workshops that are anywhere from 2-6 weeks. You can go for 2 weeks, only, and then opt to stay for another two.</p>
<p>This is a pivotal summer to figure some things out. If you are drawn to singing, take singing lessons, and if you are drawn to composition, take composition lessons. If you are drawn to both but don’t have the funds for lessons in both, then choose.</p>
<p>Good luck!</p>