I’m really sorry it’s been so hard! One thing I wonder is whether you’ve spend time away from home before. Have you gone away to camp or any other activities that had you spending more than a week or two in a new environment? If this is your first time away from home, it might be really hard to pile that transition on top of all the other adjustments to college life. But if you’ve been happy away from home in other places, then maybe it’s just not a good fit.
Do you recall why you first choose this school? Were you excited before the day you committed? Did your reasons turn out not to be so important to you after all, or have you found that your school doesn’t offer what you hoped it would?
There are lots of people here who can help you think through your decision if you want to continue the conversation. Best wishes!