@vrwcaj. My friends son felt the same way during his freshman year. Nothing made sense and was working for him. He was smart enough to recognize the signs. He called his parents, they flew down to college and he admitted himself to a local hospital that addresses mental health. He slept for like 2 days straight. He is an honors straight A student at a competitive known college. He was diagnosed with depression. He was put on medication and now the happiest kid you will meet. The medication made him feel different and never affected his grades. He is now graduated and working.
As stated right off the bat. Go see the counseling center. Talk with someone. This is more common then you can imagine. Complaining and being frustrated is not going to get you anywhere. Show them this thread also. There’s a lot of good information in here for them to help you. Please report back on your progress.