<p>You gotta go with your gut. One aspect of business you have to get used to is making decisions. Who to hire, fire, risks vs rewards, etc. </p>
<p>What do you want 5-10-20 years from now and who can help you get there the most? </p>
<p>Will you remain in a small, country town all your life? Do you expect to ever live in a major metro area or to travel the world?</p>
<p>Why study abroad and not want to leave your small town life?</p>
<p>I agree that you are confused. You have inconsistent and contradictory goals. That’s not abnormal. Many of us do. But now you have to choose what is most important to you and who gives you the best chance of obtaining it?</p>