There is no deserving or undeserving in college admissions. There is no fair or unfair. It simply is what it is.
Nothing wrong with you at all. But you do need to gain perspective and embrace the great option you have.
You don’t always get what you want – the sports team, the sports position, the girl/boy, the college, the job, the promotion, etc. – b/c it’s out of your control. BUT how to respond to your options IS in your control. So look at the amazing glass that is 95% full in front of you – and slay it!