That doesn’t mean I’m going to throw money away. Or Mooch off my other people, I work for the money, other people gave me 
I’d rather make a loan and pay it off monthly instead of blowing it all away in one time, I’m extremely good with money management.
It can show on the record or system or profile that I made good payment history.
How about being positive instead of having bad taste on the tongue.
I know in the past threads I was angry and cranky but that’s all over, after trying out some clinical rotations, I kind of felt happy now