<p>idk how these last 3 weeks have gone by so fast when i’ve literally been in such anxiety every sec of the day</p>
<p>I haven’t been myself in weeks. I keep becoming irritable and unfocused, well on anything except for thoughts of Wes.</p>
<p>Reading through all these posts makes me so happy!!! All of my friends think I’m crazy for flipping out so much. It makes me feel better knowing that I’m not the only one!!! </p>
<p>I decided that rather taking Friday off that I am going to take tomorrow off. I want to try to get ahead of my school work because I am going to be too disappointed to get anything done the rest of the week, hahaha</p>
<p>same here, sissy, i really need to concentrate but i just can’t</p>
<p>i was flipping through the gatekeepers and they mentioned cliff thornton and i got really excited because i remember meeting him when i was there</p>
<p>what page is that on clearwater? hes my regional dean hahah</p>
<p>I think we are all just super dedicated! Taking off tomorrow sounds like a good idea! Too bad I can’t miss this week because I was sick one day last week.</p>
<p>you’d really miss that much if you skipped another day?</p>
<p>We just started block scheduling this year and the adjustment has been hard and teachers don’t realize how much more work they are giving. I could miss and be fine, but it’s extra stress and guilt I don’t need right now.</p>
<p>atlava, they mention him on page 180, i guess he was one of the readers for becca</p>
<p>i met cliff as well, hes my regional dean and visited my school. and i cant start my hw its impossible</p>
<p>I can’t focus on my homework, which makes doing it impossible.
I am trying to get it done but it’s not working out.</p>
<p>yeah i have the microsoft word doc open but i physically cant start it. i just took out the wes brochure… and i decided im not gonna read gatekeepers unless i get accepted. i am listening to a lot of “Wes” music though.</p>
<p>i’ve banned myself from listening to any wes music…and i don’t think i can ever listen to it again if i’m rejected</p>
<p>thanks clearwater! i have to finish reading a 30 page court case (some people have 90 so i’m not going to complain), ugh normally i wouldnt mind but…</p>
<p>haha danielfelsen, are you really sleeping with it under your pillow??</p>
<p>why couldnt they end himym last year?? :(</p>
<p>lol not actually.</p>
<p>I am so incredibly anxious, over Thanksgiving break I was okay but this past week back at school has been terrible. I don’t have a lot of homework, I have basically nothing to do which makes it worse.</p>
<p>i’d rather have no homework, then i could stalk wesleyan related things in peace</p>