<p>Believe me, I wouldn’t start flipping out at anyone like that. I already felt extremely iffy about just talking to the guy in the first place, but my grandmother wouldn’t let me leave. And my mom won’t let me get away with never talking to this guy, either. </p>
<p>Is my tone really that bad!??!? It’s not like I want any of this to be true, I mean maybe I wrote a pretty sucky personal statement that not even my recommendation or grades could save, but my physics teacher seemed to think otherwise. I would like to know, but even if these guesses are correct, is the professor going to flat out tell me he doesn’t like girls or mexicans [which is ironic, since I’m extremely white anyway]? How do you prove someone is guilty of ugly, hateful things? </p>
<p>I’m sorry if my tone is coming off bad, I just feel a lot like I’ve always taken things for granted, thinking the world is such a friendly place, and that I’m in love with a fair and equal area of study-- it’s a shock to find that maybe things aren’t the way I thought they were.</p>