<p>I am actually pretty active on THE bass forum on the internet haha -but I really don’t know what deserves my focus. The more I think, the more I feel that I can’t justify “putting off” school work for music for a chance at getting into a school that provides a miniscule chance of getting a major orchestral position. I know I’m oversimplifying, that I’m pigeon-holing etc. but… I dont know anymore.</p>