In riveting testimony in his manslaughter trial Friday, John White tearfully vowed that Daniel Cicciaro Jr.'s death was a tragic accident, colored by the fears and experiences of a black man whose family was once targeted by the Ku Klux Klan.</p>
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“August 9, 2006. Do you remember that day?” White’s attorney, Paul Gianelli, of Hauppauge, asked him.</p>
<p>“Yes,” White responded. “It won’t leave my head.”</p>
<p>“He was scared. Aaron was terrified,” White testified, recalling his son waking him up from a deep sleep. “He said, ‘These kids are coming to kill me.’ And I immediately grabbed the shotgun out of the closet.”</p>
<p>White said he looked out the window to see one car pulling up by his house, and then moments later another one – its headlights pointing up his driveway.</p>
<p>“In my family history, that’s how the Klan comes,” said White, clutching a rosary. “They pull up. They blind you with their lights. They burn your house down. They threaten you. That’s how they come.”
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He said he put on a polo shirt and shorts and ran downstairs. After loading his shotgun, he realized it was “not a good idea” and left it in a closet near the front door.</p>
<p>As he saw “the mob” work its way up his driveway, White said he yelled at his wife, Sonia, to call 911, and then went to his garage. “I walked around the car and went to the shelf and pulled out my grandfather’s .32 Beretta,” he said.</p>
<p>White said he thought he was alone as he walked out of the garage toward the group but soon realized he was being followed by his son, brandishing a shotgun.</p>
<p>White said he waved the gun at the teens’ belts, and “told them to get the – off my driveway, get off my property, to back up … I didn’t want to shoot anybody.”</p>
<p>But the group bombarded him with the N-word “and wouldn’t stop,” White said.</p>
<p>Expecting the police were on their way, White said he told his son to go inside, then retreated to his garage.</p>
<p>“As I turned to back up, I saw the little guy pop up at me. He popped up at me and he tried to snatch the gun,” said White, who stood in front of the witness stand to re-enact the deadly moment. He took a pause, and began crying. “I pulled it back and it fired.”</p>
<p>As White slumped over in tears in front of the jury, his wife, too, sobbed in the audience. Their son, Aaron, sat beside her, rubbing her shoulder.</p>
<p>Daniel Cicciaro Sr. didn’t show emotion during White’s testimony until White recalled his words to Cicciaro Jr., of Selden, when he lunged at him: “What are you doing? You’re jumping at a person with a loaded gun.” Both fathers wept.