Why must this process be so soulcrushing?

i have a 3.73 right now (3 A’s and one B) and that semester i took:

  • architectural design 1
  • architectural history
  • honors leadership
  • precalculus with trigonometry

i already have a bunch of gen ed requirements thanks to AP classes hence why i didn’t take any form of english composition
this next semester i’m going to take:

  • architectural design 2
  • fundamentals of physics with lab
  • honors sociology
  • honors public speaking

there’s 4 architectural design classes required as part of the AA
and my college’s honors program requires students to take 2 honors classes per semester (though 1st semester i didn’t because i would’ve been overloaded)

yeah i expect to eventually take calc1
i already have the foreign language req’s again thanks to AP
the only other requirement that i skipped thanks to AP was macroeconomics