OP needs to understand what everyone is telling them and not be devastated by rejection. There may be a lucky acceptance at a school with full aid in the US (and yes this does happen, but cannot be expected) and it is certainly worth trying, but there also needs to be an acceptance (with less anxiety) of the realities of the situation. Having a good option in India as a backup should make this whole application season far less stressful.
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