<p>Where is the conflict? It seems pretty obvious from what you have written that you prefer Queens and it would be an ideal fit for you. So you like the library better at U of T? That is probably not a good reason to spend four years at a college. Queens however is your dream school and they offered you a scholarship and you are in love with the International program. As for Queens being ‘foreign’ that seems pretty inconsequential (part of maturing and being an independent adult will involve getting used to new places and if you are planning on going international eventually, its a good place to start).</p>