I had to laugh at your line about passing the test without the answer key, just as I’ve always laughed when a new teacher asks us about an answer key. Sorry, I don’t have one, and never have.
If I can’t figure out the problems I’m assigning, I’m in some deep trouble the first time a kid asks “Can you explain how you got that??” In math, at least, the answer is only the final step of the problem. Having the answers accomplishes nothing in my world.
Another factor that has to enter the discussion-- this week in particular-- is the standardized testing debacle. This week, my 12 year old daughter took the first round of standardized tests. (sorry, I have no idea which ones, since I really don’t care how she does. She’s the kind of kid who WORRIES and drives herself crazy about any test, despite our assurances that such worry is unnecessary.
I didn’t want her to opt out, as so many of her classmates have. She receives services for auditory processing issues. I didn’t want some angry administrator to decide that she was no longer eligible for services if they didn’t have the numbers to back up the request, so she took the tests.)
Anyway, for so many teachers throughout the country, those tests have sucked any hope of creativity, of individualized attention, of teachable moments and serendipity right out of the classroom-- there simply isn’t time for anything but test prep. And they can’t opt out, since in so many parts of the country (like here in NY), teacher evaluations are tied directly into the performance of the kids on those tests. If you have a group of kids who struggle, or a group of kids who had a weak teacher last year, or a group of kids who struggle with English, or a year with a lot of snow days or some hurricane days, or a group of kids who don’t have the ambition or desire to do well, then your job is in jeopardy. You don’t get to choose which kids you’ll teach, but if you get dealt a rough hand you may lose your job. When you have a family to feed, that must get real old, real fast.
And if you’re a starry eyed new teacher who had dreams of “making a difference”, it can be hard to find those opportunities when there simply aren’t enough hours in the day to cover the material on those tests, the tests that determine whether or not you’ll have a paycheck next month.
Again, this isn’t the life I’m living, but it is the life of too many of my friends.