A transferring mess

Oh well, the last month has been interesting for me to say the least. I started at Trinity University in mid august and had a bit of a break down that lead me here. I’m now at home attending University of North Texas. UNT allowed me to enroll late and Trinity was essentially scrubbed from my academic record considering I never actually took classes there. Obviously I regret it, a lot. I just got to Trinity and had worse panic attacks the like of which I’ve never had in my life. I don’t know why I did entirely but I think it was just fear of the unknown that I would have gotten over if I had just stayed but I don’t really even know what was going through my head entirely. All I know is that given a second chance I never would have left. But given the opportunity I wonder if this gives me the opportunity to apply to other schools that I never did or was too afraid to.

In my senior year I was accepted to Reed, Bryn Mawr, Oberlin, and Bard. I was waitlisted at Smith and rejected at Wellesley and Carleton. I really wanted to attend Bryn Mawr or Oberlin but the money just wasn’t there.

My stats are as follows:
High school gpa: 3.7

  • Took the IB diploma program and got the diploma with English HL, Physics HL, History HL, Math SL, French SL, Art SL
    -I had really great rec letters from teachers I had known for years that I still have contact with and still could get recs from
    -I was the treasurer for French NHS, and Junior world affairs
    -I was in writing club where I won an award for writer of the month
    -Took as many AP courses as I could before IB and one as an elective during the diploma program
    -ACT ended up being 28
    -College GPA: 3.8+ ( I would guess it’ll be pretty high considering I’m in just a few classes and I find them relatively easy)
    -In honors college at UNT

In retrospect I know the weakest point in my application was my ACT, and I fully entend to retake it for at least a 32. My extracurriculars could also be better. I’m trying to get involved at my school and get a job.

I am thinking I will apply to:
-UT
-Trinity University
-Brown (reach I know)
-Barnard
-Vanderbilt

and maybe:
-Cornell
-Wellesley
-Smith
-Bryn Mawr
-Yale (big reach haha)
-Hamilton
-Amherst

In my heart I know that I would be happiest with either Brown, Wellesley, Bryn Mawr, Yale, Barnard or Amherst but I’m just not sure about the feasibility at this point. So please chance me and please give me any advice you have. I’ve never needed advice so bad in my whole life I think.

Ah sorry for the double post ):

Don’t worry about this just yet. Focus on your mental health. When you have things completely together, that would be the time to start thinking about where you want to finish your college education.

Often financial aid for transfers is not as good as the aid would have been as a freshman applicant. That is something to remember when you are ready to start working on your application list.

Trinity is a special case for you that depends on the conditions of your departure. When you are ready and able to demonstrate to whoever it is there who aided you in your exit that there will not be a recurrence of whatever it was that led to your departure, you should communicate directly with that person/group of people, and seek their advice about re-enrollment.