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To add, the food situation is also wearing on me badly. I literally only eat pizza and fast-food for every meal while once every couple of months going to Chili’s to eat ribs or something. I also lost my ****ing bike, I locked it up somewhere a couple weeks ago and now I can’t remember where at all, and while it may just seem like I’m complaining and whining, I’m just trying to illustrate how much I abhor every aspect of college. I’m 100%, without a doubt, over the entire idea of college, I want nothing to do with it and just want to leave, but I know it’s something that is practically mandatory to make money later in life. To add to my stresses, my brother attended Yale and is now making like roughly $500,000 a year and he just keeps pushing me to keep going, etc. and my college isn’t even as good as Yale yet I feel like I’m falling apart. I could have gone to such a college if I didn’t practically shut down my freshman year of high-school. I was in all advanced classes in elementary school, doing much better than my brother did at such a stage, but I slowly stopped caring about school and by the end of my freshman year of high-school and had a 1.8 GPA. I remember one report card that year was 4 F’s and a D. I luckily sort of recovered and pulled out of high-school with a 3.2 GPA and taking honors courses, founding clubs, etc. I’m really scared that I’m going to just burn out again though and start failing my classes.
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<p>You need to actually manage your time when you’ve completed your classes. Get back into the dorm and study harder. Majority of those who don’t take the responsiblity seriously find their way to adjust the experience in college.</p>
<p>For the social life, try to join clubs. Have you tried helping anybody out?</p>