<p>PLEASE READ THIS ENTIRELY, I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.</p>
<p>I am a white male applying to the following schools for BUSINESS OR ECONOMICS related majors.</p>
<p>Cornell<br>
NYU
Syracuse
Emory
Boston U
USC
Carnegie Mellon
UCONN
Indiana
Illinois Urbana Champaign
Penn State</p>
<p>I am really worried because I have great extracurriculars, great essays, and fantastic teacher recs. All of my classes are AP/IB and I am a full diploma candidate so this is the most challenging course i could take in high school. My only downfall is my GPA. I find it hard given my load and my family situation with divorce etc to do my best in my classes. I had straight A’s and some B’s my freshmen and soph years, but my junior year, I had 3 C’s first semester. I converted them into B’s so it saved me. But now this year, things have gotten worse at home and I am struggling in two of my senior year courses. ECONOMICS AP and AP EUROPEAN HISTORY. These are leaving me with 2 C’s and 4 B’s in my first semester. THIS LOOKS LIKE SENIORITIS!!! But it truly isnt. I find it hard to get through the day and I feel given all of my EC commitments i have done surprisingly well. I feel like once colleges get my senior year grades and see that I have 2 C’s again it will be over. I feel so depressed about it, and i couldnt write about it in my essays. I dont want to build my app around complaining about my life. Plus I would like to keep my parents safe, as some of the horrors I have experienced may call for someone to take legal action. Its just I want to major in business, I am very cut out for it, but I have a situation that unfortunately will be unknown to adcoms. I look like a lazy senior, trying to coast. I am actually a perfectionist who just fails at doing so.</p>
<p>PLEASE ANY ADVICE AND LET ME KNOW IF WITH A 3.2 (unweighted) GPA (this is before my horrible senior grades) will get me in anywhere. I feel i have lost hope and I know that I am just as competent in school as a 4.0 kid. ANY CHANCES OR ADVICE.</p>
<p>Thanks and god bless.
Jayden</p>