<p>I am kind of in a tricky situation. I am a Caucasian Female first generation college student and come from a broken home. Parents are divorced and I’ve lived with my grandmother since I was 11. When I was in high school, although I was a good student and in honors courses, I was not encouraged to apply to Ivy League schools, I was just encouraged to try my best and that they would still be happy even if I made only Bs and Cs. I can’t blame my Grandmother though since she just didn’t know and was unaware of how competitive it was to get into Ivies, top schools, etc. Basically, my first year of college I started out as a Computer Science major at a private school (not a brand name or top UG). I had a hard time adjusting because I had gotten diagnosed with a genetic issue that was causing some complications for me and ended up with a very bad GPA freshman year (3.30— all from non-science courses EXCEPT a B- that I had received in Calculus I which I am still kicking myself at for today…) and to the advice of my geneticist, ended up having to take a couple of Ws (medical Ws) and a medical leave of absence for a semester. It was definitely a time where I spent a lot of time adjusting to my condition, managing my symptoms, and also importantly, researching and recognizing that I needed to be my own advocate and come back strong. I transferred to a private school known for its sciences and associated medical school and became a Biology major(again not a brand name or top UG) Due to the transfer, I am not sure what my overall GPA actually is because I am aware that medical schools are going to take all college courses into account… My sophomore year I received a 3.85 for the first semester and a 4.0 the second.<br>
So far, my grades in my pre-reqs are as follows: (With the exception of Organic Chemistry 1 &2, Biochemistry, Genetics, and Statistics)
Calc I (B-… Still upset about this one)
BIO 101
BIO 101 Lab A-
BIO 102
BIO 102 Lab A
Chem 101 B+ (Not happy with this at all…)
Chem 101 lab B+
Chem 102 A
Chem 102 Lab A
Physics A
Physics Lab A
My ECs:
Research assistant at a top UG for one year- present
2nd author on paper published by medical students from another top UG
Immunology research at another top UG-present
Hospice volunteer- present
Vice President of Biology Club (Starting this in the fall)
Secretary for Refugee club (1 year-present)
Tutor for economically disadvantaged 3rd grade children (1 year-present)
Camp leader (1 summer and also this summer)
American Cancer Society Relay For Life Fundraiser Chair (Started that in fall- present)
Nature center volunteer ( 2 years) *Can this be considered a hobby of mine or would it just be considered nonclinical volunteering?</p>
<p>I am worried about any possible red flags such as the Ws I have received, the fact that I switched majors and now have been needing to play catch up by taking summer courses, not coming from a top UG or Ivy etc… I also know that I am lacking in clinical volunteer experience/clinical work experience and also interesting hobbies (I don’t think my nature center volunteering would be considered a hobby) so any advice or suggestions about that would be much appreciated! Most of the hospitals that I have called and visited only allow pre-med students to be greeters and assist in patient transport… I have tried seeking out other types of clinical volunteering such as free clinics although, most of them are closed Sundays, and are only seeking people available during the school week during the hours that I am in classes… Thus, I am definitely concerned and seeking out any sort of help and advice about significant types of clinical volunteering. I also am keeping pharmacy in the back of my mind in case I am not competitive enough for medical schools, however, I shadowed a pharmacist for over a year and still felt that being a doctor was more for me albeit it is much more of a competitive process. Honestly, not a day goes by that I don’t think about how horrible of a freshman year I had and how the odds are stacked against me… I do lose sleep over the thought of not getting into medical school and I am just really upset about all of this and don’t know what to do. Parents- if I was your son/daughter what would you recommend I do? Any specific research programs or volunteering you can recommend for me? Peers- What are you doing and/or what do you recommend I do differently? I feel really in the dark about all of this and am just so worried…</p>