I’m currently stressing about my academic career right now. I’m a first generation college student. I have older siblings who went to college, but they didn’t want the same things from it. I’m interested in doing research as my career. It’s the only thing I’ve ever really wanted to do, and I don’t know what else I could ever be interested in. The problem is, I really don’t know if I’m taking the right steps to get into a good PhD program in the future, and I don’t know any STEM grad students to talk to.
I’m majoring in chemistry with a concentration in biology. In the Fall, I’ll be transferring to another state school with a superior program and research opportunities, and instead majoring in biochemistry (considering on pursuing a communications certificate and minor in another science).
For a period of time (1 semester, to be precise!) I was convinced I wanted to double major in journalism and chemistry. My classmates thought this was a weird decision, since they don’t seem like related fields. However, I was convinced it was the right choice because of my interest in science communications and writing. I wanted to at least experiment with it, and took a journalism / COMM class with a newly-hired prof who I really like. It turned out he was doing research in a topic that I’m especially interested in, and said in lecture that he would be happy to have motivated students work with him on his projects. I ended up reaching out to him, and after emailing back and forth and meeting up in-person, we decided to commit to the research project together. I was really excited because he is an excellent teacher and some of his previous research was very interesting (although not what my career goals are aligned with). However, my experience so far… hasn’t been satisfactory I guess? We’re studying climate denial, specifically in rural / agricultural communities. The problem is that his area of research is more on the political side of things, while my interest is… more in the actual communication science department? My passion is in understanding the language barriers between scientists and the public and what can be done to improve the current coverage of the climate crisis. I thought rather than our goals being unaligned, we would make a good team by analyzing slightly different sides of the same problem and reaching conclusions together. However, he’ll make remarks about his other projects and the classes he’s teaching and how he’s been preoccupied with that – I honestly don’t know if he’s committing to our research at all? It’s like I’m just relaying information to him and not getting anything back. He also assigned another student (grad student) to our “team,” and she seems to be handling the more official side of the project (getting it approved by the university, etc.,) I’ve asked if the three of us could have a meeting together, or if there’s some way I could get acquainted with her, but he never followed up with me on that. I’m getting payed as an RA to do this, and I enjoy the work, so I’m not too upset with the situation. I just keep wondering if this is actually beneficial to my career goals when my professor is increasingly leading the work into the political science, which I’m not pursuing.
I’m also not sure how long-term I want my involvement in this research to be.
My questions are – am I “wasting time” doing research in a field I’m not majoring in? Is it wrong to start research with one prof but “switch” to working with another professor when I transfer? What can I do when if I decide I’ve outgrown the research or it’s no longer in my interests?
p.s. I should probably add:
- I decided against double-majoring and am focusing on my science degree after discussing it with a friend (who graduated awhile ago and has worked in different STEM fields – took his advice that I can develop journalistic skills without getting a whole degree)
- I want to work in environmental science post-grad, so the topic is somewhat related
- I’m also doing a research-based honors class involving an “actual” chemistry project, so I wouldn’t say my comm research is interfering with my ability to work on STEM-based problems.
If you made it all this way through my rambling, thanks so much! I would love love love to hear any thoughts or advice.