Before I Implode..

<p>I just had to get this out. </p>

<p>I hate how everything I do is never good enough. I hate how I'm never satisfied with myself. I hate how my dad is dying, and I can't even tell him things that are bothering me because I don't want to stress him out. I hate how life seems to be going on without me. I hate how graduation seems so far away. I hate how my best friend's mother is abusive. I hate how my mother isn't here when her family needs her the most. I hate how I have to rely on basketball to get into a prestigious college. I hate my coach. </p>

<p>I love the prospect of leaving this state forever.</p>

<p>i hate that you are unhappy.</p>

<p>Lady we are always here to talk. PM me anytime. That sounds like a tough time in your life, but if you stay strong it will get better. It always does.</p>

<p>One of my favorite quotes is from the Dark Night:
"The night is always darkest, just before dawn"</p>

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i hate that you are unhappy.

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<p>If this is sarcasm you're an *******.</p>

<p>it wasn't sarcasm :(</p>

<p>Then you're fine.</p>

<p>Sorry lady, we all at CC love you <3.</p>

<p>That just made me even more depressed that people I haven't even met care more than the people that I've known my entire life. Thanks though.</p>

<p>): The first step in feeling better is talking about it, so don't be afraid to. :)</p>