Or put it in your pocket or towards retirement or a home purchase if you don’t have that debt!
I feel for you that your situation is causing such anxiety. I really do. Do you have a mental health counselor to talk to? That seems a more logical step than what you’re considering. Once you’re at college and out in the professional world, it is important to have coping mechanisms to deal with stress. Now is the time to develop those coping tools.
Btw - Davidson has excellent career counseling.