<p>Let me start by saying that last april/may were so busy for me with ap tests, act, finals and just those are the craziest months with school work and being recently involved in my 4th club, nhs. Plus the fact i missed 15 days in those two months not because i was sick but due to other things and trips. I almost forgot the early morning lifts for football (which i decided now not to do my senior year after playing for over a decade) and the lacrosse practices from 5 to 7 everyday until after school ended since we played in the championship. So i finished the year pretty happy and very relieved.
However since then ive done less and less. This summer, other than the trip im on now, has been the least busy ive ever had. But really i just dont want to do anything. Things i used to like dont enjoy me any more and im pretty bored even when im on possibly the coolest trip ive been on in my life. Usually i get pretty excited about school (mostly because i wanted two-a-days to end). But anyways ive lost my competitiveness and motivation. One side of me doesnt care any more and the other is worried to see myself falling apart. I really need to gain that will back because school is starting, im starting a new job and ill have various other things that need to get done such as college applications. I used to come on here almost everyday to get advice but when its the most important i cant seem to care. How do i gain back the drive ive had my last 2 years?</p>
<p>Bump bump*</p>
<p>Don’t annihilate yourself with two sports and a bunch of AP’s. Stick to one sport and one or two less AP’s.</p>
<p>Well i will not be playing football this year. Too many concussions.</p>