Behind on what? What magical timeline are you trying to meet? There isn’t one — you make your own life. Your own timeline. With a million different unexpected twists and turns and experiences and people to meet. None of which you can fully plan for. Life is not boxes to check.
as others have asked, why the rush? What are you trying to get to? The journey is what it’s about, that’s what life is. Not the destination. And you are trying to fast forward through this incredible part of life when you have every option laid out ahead of you, so many paths to explore. Why race past all of it?