I recently made the worst and most regrettable decision of my life. I’m currently a sophomore in high school, and I recently took the AP World History exam.
Unfortunately, about a week before my exam, I was hit by a car while I was a pedestrian. My right shoulder was broken, and I had a severe five-hour surgery where they put in two plates and 15 screws. I had to wear a cast for four weeks and couldn’t use my right arm (I’m right-handed). This was a huge shock for me. I felt really depressed, stressed, and in a lot of pain while I stayed in the hospital for three nights. My exam was delayed by a week, and I had to type the free response questions with my left hand.
In the week leading up to the exam, I barely studied because my mental health was in a bad place, and I couldn’t focus. During the free response part of the exam, I couldn’t complete many questions and left a lot of them blank.
I found that I could access the browser on the laptop to search for answers. I used ChatGPT to answer and complete the exam. The day after, the proctor contacted me and said that after I returned the laptop, he tracked it and saw that I was using the browser to look up answers.
I deeply regret my actions and feel really sad about it. Academically, I’ve done pretty well, with mostly A’s and a couple of B’s. I’ve taken many honors classes and this AP World History class. I’m tried to do extracurricular activities, community service, and joining clubs, all in the hope of getting into one of the UC or CSU. My thoughtless behavior has left me feeling worse and more painful than my injury I faced.
The proctor told me he would email the College Board, and we’re waiting for them to decide my case this summer. From what I’ve searched, my test will be canceled, I won’t be able to take any more College Board exams, and they will notify the colleges I apply to. I accept to cancel my test, but notifying colleges will ruin my entire dream and career.
Does anyone know what happens if you’re caught cheating on an AP exam? Will all colleges deny my application? I regret my actions and take my responsibility. I just wish to at least attend a state university to get a bachelor’s degree, get a good job, and take care of my parents and family. I’m really worried and wonder if I show that I’ve changed by engaging in meaningful extracurricular activities, volunteer work, or internships to demonstrate personal growth, also maintaining a strong GPA, and using the Personal Insight Questions to explain my situation, do I still have a chance to get accepted?
I regret my mistakes deeply and want to show college admissions that I have repented and changed to become a better person.
Thank you. I would really appreciate everyone’s responses and advice.