<p>well, the point is, I am not in Wellesley. and heck, we don’t live for GPA, let’s just get over it.
a 2.55 got in business school right after undergrad? did she found some sort of organization or edit a magazine or something? that’s just amazing.</p>
<p>oh, I forgot to laugh at the girl who drops any class she can’t get an A in, although i know it’s not nice to make fun of others.</p>
<p>Yup, I took AP Calc today. Slept through half of it but I think i did pretty good. Spent like 4 hours going over formulas again only to see none of the harder ones used. THought the test was a joke in general. Anyway AP European history friday. Gonna be fun.</p>
<p>hey ppl…how’s everything going?
school’s almost over. less than 3 more weeks for me…but the darkest period has yet to begin…unimaginable at this moment, but i know i’ll live through it and hopefully won’t collapse right after the finals (since i got sick after my two midterms this year -_-)
summer time~yeah~it’s 79F outside in NY! almost like Houston~what’s everyone’s summer plan? anyone gonna go to china? i’m gonna stay on campus for most of the summer and do some research with my academic advisor. hopefully it won’t be too boring. then i might travel around a bit~ haven’t quite decided where to go though.</p>
<p>must work hard. must work hard so i can work in china. must work hard so i can marry cute+handsome, rich, romantic, sweet, caring—perfect, chinese boy. :D:D:D:D:D:D</p>
<p>damn what’s wrong with me? it’s 4am and I just can’t fall asleep. this is nuts.
hmmm perfect Chinese boy…like me? haha. well I don’t really see the relation between work and marriage either. what i can see is work and going back to China. I borrowed $1115 from my mom to buy a ticket to China this July. Now i have to pay her back. after May 8 I probably will work full time in a lab and part time in a restaurant (it really depends on who pays me more). it will be like 60hr/week. the bad news is my car failed the emission test recently. it cost $500 to fix the exausting gas system (more likely some other name but I don’t remember now). that just adds up my debt :(</p>
<p>sigh. I know why I can’t fall asleep. I was rejected by a school. I am quite worried about my future now. I know it’s silly but…just can’t help it.</p>
<p>yryuan where are you going in China? Im in like the opposite situation where I will be practically forced to go this year. Ill probably head to Hong Kong and then go via boat to Zhuhai where my grandparents has a house, end up in Nanjing my home town and depart via Shanghai.</p>
<p>relationship between marriage and hardwork? lol… here’s how i see it!:</p>
<p>1) i want to go to china. it’s where i belong
2) i can’t go back to china now cuz i have no “zi ben”
3) so i have to suck it up and work hard, get those degrees, cuz there’s no other way
4) marrying the perfect guy… ah… yes… this kind of troubles me a little, because, i’ve been pondering for a while, and it seems if the husband is too successful, does he really need a successful wife too? </p>
<p>hmmm… well… in order to be with the perfect guy, i have to match him, right? “pei(4) de shang(4)” ma… how else to attract him? purely physically is a little shallow. i dont wanna be like one of those girls whos purpose in life is to find zuang(4) shi(2) wang(2). zi ben consists of both physically and mentally, and working hard helps develope mentally.</p>
<p>omgoodness… is this what wellesley does to people? i mean… this is why people went here 100 years ago, right? so they can be smart, so that it will help them find the perfect husband. but marriage is so important to me, like i think i would be so unhappy if all i had was a career. why am i thinking bout this? im 19! okay, go to bed… lol</p>
<p>lixuelai, so you don’t really want to go to China? How come I am missing home so much, hehe. I am going to Shanghai on July 4, then go to my hometown, hefei. still haven’t decided where I am going after that, but I will go to Shanghai on Aug 15 to return to the US. since our hometown are quite close to each other, we might be able to meet somewhere, hehe.</p>
<p>yryuan,i know you don’t exactly like me,but i really don’t see why you have to go dissing me all over rocu.sheesh.it’s like i owe you money or something.
xo i can actually understand your thing about finding the perfect husband.even though they don’t really exist, we still dream about our prince charming~~~drool
last final tomorrow!</p>