<p>^+1,000,000,000</p>
<p>This post was exactly what I needed to read. I can tell you put a lot of thought into it, and hopefully others will benefit from it as much as I have in this moment of loneliness and sadness.</p>
<p>So I am a junior this year and coming back from break was really hard. I’m in a sorority and found myself dreading the house and having to stay there. I’m losing a ton of sleep or not sleeping at all and it’s just the beginning of the term and I have no desire to do anything. I made myself physically ill from crying so much. The problem is I think about my family every single night and I get this intense wave of depression that causes me to cry for hours. I have never been a cryer. I need some help. I’m thinking about dropping the sorority cause its honestly ********, but what do I do about my depression and sadness? I’m so unmotivated and it’s seriously draining 'me.</p>