Big hugs! I get it. My son hasn’t spent a summer at home since he was a Freshman. Technically that year the job was here but was 90% travel to other states so we never really saw him. Every other summer he has had jobs in other states and this summer a job at his college. I miss him so much but he is independent! He is making good decisions and is moving forward in his career. Know you raised your son right. He may or may not want to spend more time with you in the future. I’m pretty sure the most I’ll see mine is a week here or there. He is just too busy developing his own life. It hurts but we know they are moving forward.