<p>i can’t seem to concentrate on anything. my thought process " what is X?" </p>
<p>“ohhh i know this one! groton!!!”</p>
<p>that sums it up. tell me your experiences and if thats how you feel.</p>
<p>I totally agree, except for me it is NMH. I can’t talk about anything else and when ever I am online I am searching everything about boarding school. I get so exited that when I try to go to sleep I can’t-- its been like that for the past 3 days and I have a feeling I won’t be getting much sleep in the next nine days</p>
<p>same for me, it’s like, all i think about!!! if i don’t get in…ugh…don’t want to think about that…<em>shudders</em></p>
<p>ya i can’t sleep great either. still, even if i’m rejected i won’t have to wait any longer.</p>
<p>Two of my friends are applying to NMH also and they are just like, ‘yeah…if I get in, whatever and if I don’t, whatever…’ and I just think how can you not care, you don’t even deserve to get in (Ok…maybe they do, maybe I am just a little bit obsessed–but still, you should at least care if you get in, you did apply.)</p>
<p>i am trying not to care so much. my mom is worried i am gonna be devastated lol. i keep telling her to relax though. but i think her ears have stopped working.</p>
<p>i can’t myself not care at this point. if i don’t get in i will be devastated, it will be the end of thew orkd for at least a week. but i’ll live, i’ll get past it. but i don’t think there’s anything i can say to myself that would make the blow any less hard.</p>
<p>i have to think negatively at this point, unless i want to be devastated and faint on march 10th. i’m glad to see that i’m not the only one obsessing.</p>
<p>I spaced out so many times already when people are talking to me because I’m daydreaming about bs. Lol. Luckily, teachers never notice when I stare blankly at them with my pen posied over my notebook. They simply think that I am being a good student and taking down notes ;)</p>
<p>I really should stop obsessing so much…</p>
<p>hahaha i feel the same i should probably start focusing more in school…but my minds just been other//better places=]</p>
<p>Me too! I am just happy we have school so I can try to concentrate on that and make time go faster. Or at least have something to do in the incredibly slow time.</p>
<p>you can’t call my school a school compared to Groton lol. Groton is the beeeeest. its campus is beautiful! the classes are great and so are the sports. my school is so bad =(</p>
<p>groton i hope, did you apply to any other schools besides groton?</p>
<p>unfortunately no i did not. but i am applying for II form at groton (8th grade). most other boarding schools do not have 8th grade and that is why i am applying there. there are not many 8th graders accepted a year (about 35). so my chances are low =(</p>
<p>ahhhh, but on the bright side… you HAVE a chance :)</p>
<p>good point! i am trying not be extremely positive because if i am not accepted i don’t want to be devastated. but i suppose i do have a chance!</p>