To begin I ended high school doing really poorly, and wanted to attend Michigan State University.
I went to CC for a year, consistently did well with A’s and B’s and transferred after one year of community college, I’m now into my second semester at MSU and I haven’t been enjoying it, and as a result I’ve been doing really poorly, my GPA has tanked below a 2.0 and I’ve been borderline depressive and very unhappy. I attribute most of it to how big the school is, and how I sort of feel invisible. The CC I went to was in a tiny town, and my high school population was even smaller, which I really enjoyed, but with the prospect of going to college I thought I’d try something new.
My question is, if I wanted to transfer to a smaller school, have I completely ruined my chances because of my academic performance my first semester and how I’ve started my second semester? Is it possible to apply and explain to admissions why my GPA has come so low? I’ve hated MSU so far, and my grades show it.