I am so sorry to hear that you have had to endure this.
When I read some of the other responders posts, I thought of a classmate I had my senior year of prep school… who had transferred there after being beaten into a coma at her previous school.
But even at a fairly “woke” schools, there can also be varying levels of hateful behavior.
I have no idea what you’ve been through. I do not want details; it is good to preserve some of your privacy in a public forum. I can only ask this:
- To what extent, do you feel unsafe?
- How sure are you that you would feel safer at the other schools that you are considering?
In 1), by “unsafe”, this is not limited to your physical safety, although that is a component. You know better than any of us the psychologic effect your school environment has had on you, and how close you feel like you are to the breaking point, how unsustainable your current coping methods feel like.
In 2), I just want to remind you that “the grass is always greener” is a cliche for a reason.