I had to join a local community college instead of literally every single law school I applied to because I was sick on the day of the law entrance test and messed it up really bad. On top of that I didnt ever properly study humanities subjects before (parents wanted me to be in stem) so I have no idea how to actually study humanities and not just memorise everything the week before the test.
Now I’m in college pursuing a humanities degree (political science, sociology, econ) and im crying every day after school. I’m missing the comfort of studying a stem degree and I’m not used to being so bad at something (humanities) even though I chose to study humanities. I’ve always had severe social enxiety and I dont have any friends. I cry every day when I get home because nothing makes sense. I studied in the same school for 13 years and I’m not used to everything being so new. I’ve never felt so unsure about anything and I want to quit. I dont think i can like anythjng anymore.
Is this normal?