dammit. how come i feel so insecure!

<p>I dont know why.. but after my GC gave me the school report for Princeton to mail today, after i mailed my optional reference, and after i finished the first draft of 2/3 essays, i feel so insecure about my chances at princeton...</p>

<p>it's like.. :(:(:(:(:( DARN IT! argggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</p>


<p>this is SO stressful!</p>

<p>haha, I know what you mean...I have periods of time where I'm really confident, then some where I think I have no chance...but I guess we'll wait and see in Dec.; no use stressing now (though it's nearly impossible not to....)</p>

<p>Haha, second those feelings! But best of luck to us - I mean, what else can we do short of driving out there and getting down on our knees to beg?! (The fleeting thought of "Not such a bad idea..." really must show how desperate I am!)</p>

<p>A person is obviously too immersed in AP Lit/ The Odyssey when using the phrase "get down on our knees" makes them immediately think of the ancient Greek connotation and of Nauiscaa. Sick.... Where did summer go?!</p>

<p>I'll third them. Sometimes it's like, "I've got it." A few minute later, I'm ready to bang my head against a wall. I've tried apathy, but that only works for about .5 seconds. I think it's just the feeling of "it's out of my hands now." It starts to fade after a couple of weeks after you've sent the app off. Excellent luck!</p>

<p>oh man so nervous.....</p>

<p>So I'm not the only one who hasn't submitted my ED application! Thank God! I was losing all hopes! CC procrastinators, unite!</p>

<p>I've been swinging between extreme optimism and pessimism for this ED process. At the moment, I'm feeling like I'll get a deferral for sure. <em>sigh</em></p>

<p>****.. if i dont get into princeton. i wont get into any other school.. cuz princeton is the only one that doesnt look at grade 9.. dammit.. and princeton is the one i want to go to most.. thank god.. i hate my life.</p>

<p>intense happiness followed by intense nervousness...Ya, I can sense my imminent deferral.</p>

<p>guys guys, calm down. remember some people do get in. :)</p>