Wrong thread.
Take it to the chance thread. Lay out all your stats. Hight, weight, awards, extracarricular and how much you are making annually. They will tell you if she is a reach or match.
Sorry, seriously speaking…
I don’t think it’s disgusting or ridiculous to have a major crush on a teacher. Not at all. But it’s still a good idea to keep it as a crush/fantasy and not pursue the relationship in real life. You know, keep it as one of those bittersweet adolescent memories.