@pineapplenarwhal , I don’t know you and all your details, but I think you have made the right choice. It was, unfortunately, between 2 suboptimal options. I feel for you and wish you strength!
For a whole different set of reasons, but ultimately ones that made me feel like I had not found my tribe, much of my college experience (not a LAC) was not what I had expected or hoped and I too considered transferring. It was hard bit I stayed because academically, there was no equal option… My son considered my Alma mater and just being back on campus touring made me feel ill. Decades later! But I did navigate my way to graduation – I had some strategies for that, including a junior year abroad – and I do have a handful of friends from then.
Hoping that with the resources available to you, you can find some peace and happiness in your next 2 years.