It is not first come first serve, I applied very early in the admissions season, and it’s certainly not full, most classes have at 2-3 available seats. Some have 5+ open spots.
Is it a reason you can post the major and the school? People could be more helpful if they knew the whole story. With the major at least people could recommend other schools that may be a fit for you.
I know there are other schools that would fit, at least for the major. But that’s not my only concern. I have family and monetary concerns that at this point would put other schools out of reach. As I said previously this was mostly about venting to the void. While I did not expect responses I am greatful for all who are trying to help.