I have been a part time student for 5 years and have not really found a whole lot I am interested in.
I was briefly interested in Computers However that crashes when I passed my first CS course and absolutely froze during the second one. I am currently an engineer just taking math courses. I enjoy the material but I cannot take tests for the life of me which brings me to my next point.
I’m 23 and I am just about to forego college. I’m burnt out and have experienced two colleges in my five years studying. I was initially studying music for a year and a half until I became incredibly bored. After that I moved to a CC to find something I was interested in. After two years of taking art, business, engineering, CS…I cannot say I am sold on any of it. I just do not have the will to learn at an institution not passion for any of that. I enjoy learning, just on my own time and not when I have tests shoved down my throat to destroy my grades.
Tests ruin me and destroy my moral. I just cannot take them (even when I was in elementary school). I suffer from depression and anxiety and have been just about daily for the past three and a half years. This obviously does not help.
My counselor is average, recommending I take random courses to help me figure myself out which is not working at the moment. Granted he probably is just trying to help, it’s most likely all he can do. I am at a loss and am not sure where to turn to.
I did not find an appropriate category to file this under so I picked one that seemed broad enough.